sometimes i just wonder what i got myself into

• delete you from my buddy list

but I guess I won’t because I just like to torture myself or something :-)

i am so fed up with some people i know

• they think they are funny
• they are just fucking mean
• i don’t know why you find things like that amusing
• you just don’t act like that
• i don’t get it
• how do you have friends
• you are honestly terrible people
• i don’t understand you
• this makes no sense

i had NO INTENTION of purposely ignoring you or anything

on like thursday you mentioned in passing that you were going to the movies and didn’t even give a time and you were just like you should come

and i was like ok maybe

but like then we didn’t even talk between then and by the time i talked to you like yesterday morning i’d already made plans with your ex-girlfriend to see the same movie at the same place but at a different time 

and i wasn’t sure you wanted to see her and i was pretty sure she didn’t want to see you and wow what if i just want to spend some time with my friend is that so much to ask

but i was not purposely ignoring/avoiding you and i have nothing against hanging out with you but you act like our plans were set in stone or something when they really weren’t and now you’re holding this against me and i don’t get it.

can you get off IM now so i can stop having the urge to talk to you

thanks

it sucks when someone is really attractive but really dumb

or vice versa

hard life

i always complain about how i want to find the right guy

well actually i do know someone 

the thing is i just can’t have him

2 bad 2 bad

sometimes i wish i was less superficial, like i mean looks shouldn’t matter to me but they sort of do so……..

sophia wanna not reblog this :-)

that goes for everyone actually ty

i’m actually really happy right now and it’s really nice.